f.all

All my life I have been praying for someone to come and make me feel alive. I found you already and yet here I am, losing all the grip I have in you, letting myself lose everything. I'm sorry for choosing to lose control when I should have just apologize for what happened. I'm sorry for fighting back when I know I should have just said sorry. Please know that I don't get mad at you when you beg me to forgive you, I just get mad at myself for letting you. I get mad at myself whenever you tell me that you're worthless, or whenever you're saying sorry for what you are. I am in love with you. With who you were before, who you are now, and who you will be. So don't ever underestimate yourself, because for me, you're a miracle. And no matter how drastic or tragic the changes for us to come, we're still us and I will still be in love with you.